January 2010
“She takes a moment to ponder, to wonder what could’ve been given another...”
– Asking Alexandria
December 2009
December 31, 2009 6:18
Five hours and fourty-one minutes until 2010.
This year…was pretty plain. Nothing interesting happened. I met new people, one who I grew to like a lot. But nothing ever happened with that. i lost some friends, and became close to others. 2009 was a year that’ll be easy to forget because nothing important happened to me. I sort of just move through it not really paying attention...
I don't even know what to say
You’re my best friend.
How’re you going to get out of this one?
edit: almost completley caught up with Mercy, i love it. fuck everything else.
This blood on my hands is something I will not...
Watching “One Big Happy Family”. It’s alright. The daughter is annoying.
My stomach hurts.
Uh. I’ll probably go to sleep soon, I’m so tired. Breaks almost done, I dunno.
So I uh…been listing to a lot of Avenged. Partly because of Jimmy and well because I love them. He’s always been my third favorite drummer and now what will they do about a...
I am feeling really good. I’m in a fantastic mood. It’s nice. Different. Mmm.
I can’t explain it. Hah.
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32.I feel like I complain a lot on tumblr, and I’m sorry if I do. I also seem like I’m always sad, which I’m not. I just tend to post when I am sad. It’s a way to get it down.
33.This is fucking killing me, and you don’t even notice. Cool.
December 28, 12:41AM
Mmm,
So apparently I’ve changed, and I feel terrible. It probably wasn’t your intention but I walked around today lifeless, I felt like shit. :(. It’s probably my fault.
I wish you cared more.
The past few days have been different. Everything seems to have slowed down and I don’t think I like it. It’s been a while, and it’s starting to make me sad. I...
I want
-1500 dollars, hah. I’m stupid
-to see the Book of Eli.
-new braclets.
“The trick to forgetting the big picture is to look at everything close-up.”
– Mmm,
I find myself likeing [like] her less and less. She doesn’t seem to like me, or act like it at all, so I give up. I am done. This always happens. This time I won’t care. I won’t be sad. Hah.
I’m ranting. In a way. Goodnight.
I read the post that Bailey reblogged, about the person loggin’ on and what not. That does happen and it does give hope. ...
29.I count my steps when I walk to school.
30.I uh…can’t blow my nose.
Fuck you.
Jersey Shore…is such a fantastic show. It makes me laugh constantly. I wonder if people actually act like that. The best part is during the opening credits and snookie introduces herself and goes “jersey shore…bitch” and then freeze frame her face. It’s fucking hilarious. Ah.
Apparently everyone loves the situation.
December 24, two thousand and nyne. ...
Uh…
Christmas is in 19 minutes but I think i’ll go to sleep. I’m tired, and I don’t feel like staying up. 18 minutes. This is draining me of all my energy. Typing this and well…everything else. It’s getting to be too much to handle. I wish everything would slowwww down.
Goodnight.
Murry Chreeestmas…in 17 minutes.
26.I sleep with chapstick in my pocket.
27.I like you a lot. I don’t know what to do with myself.
28.Christmas tends to make me sad.
because this is so long overdue
i’ll start with 25 and add more.
1. i tend to hide what i’m feeling from just about everyone 2. i actually like to run, it doesn’t matter how cold it is. i like the way my feet hit the ground in my own rythmic motion. 3. i like really loud music, but i hate it when it get’s too heavy and loses musicality. 4. contrary to popular belief, i am terrible at skateboarding. my...
December 23, 2009 1:18 am.
As I lay in the pitch black, I gently tap away at the brightly lit screen of my iPod silently thinking about what I should write. I wonder why I can’t go to sleep, and why do I always feel like such crud.
Saturday…started off good. The snow was nice. It turned to shit. Sunday was a lazy day. I hung around and did nothing. Monday was another one. Yesterday/Tuesday, I hung out...
“Man I feel like mold, it’s prom night and I am lonley; Lo’ and...”
– Wheatus. :)
“This can’t last forever, raise a glass together. Doesn’t get much...”
– CoP
T-3 days.
So my clothes come tomorrow and I’m mildly excited. I saw my shoes…i love them.
It’d be better if I cared. Hah.
K.
I’m sorry I dissapoint you, I’ll try harder because I care what you think, I’m going to try. Don’t be mad at me :(
I don't
think I care anymore.
It’s…whatever I suppose.
December 19 2009 10:26
The snow makes me so happy I don’t even know what to do with myself. There is so much snow, sososo much.
Yesterday was decent. First was good, I’m finally doing better in the quizzes. Third was alright, the quiz was easy. Stealing Anna’s stuff makes me lol. I’m so mean :). Fifth was…the same as it always it. Fucking pointless. Oh before fifth was funny with...
Stardate: December 17, year 2009 Bridge Time: 9:17
Captains Log:
Today was ok, sucked really but it’s whatever.
Sculpture was fun, I finished Christy’s world, I then proceeded to actually work on my project. Hah. Spence got super angry at me, on the plus side he sprayed with some of his cologne and it smelled really good. I want some. Fourth was sad, Mr. Munson hates me and I’m failing his class. I then gave Christy her...
“We’ve got a lot of time and it sure feels right ‘cause you reached...”
December 15 2009 3:50
Fuck.
Fuck everything.
“I don’t know what she sees in me.
But I’m happy that she’s happy now.
That...”
– (via rusianrider)
I wish...
I wish this would all end, please just…
It’s not like what I say matters anyways.
:(
Kskdiorfuckingshitfjakkclvlvfjf
This sucks so bad.
you got me lifted, feelin' so gifted, suga' how...
I r luhv that song.
ilykchu:
mmm, love frankie j and baby bash.
god, karen orozco, i love you.
i’m so impatientttt, wtf. i wanna hurry up and get to alexis’ house. damnit wtf.
w00t x erikaaa: don’t scare off my boyfriend yet. ughitsandy: -__- ughitsandy: LOL ughitsandy: TOO LATE w00t x erikaaa: WHAT ughitsandy: WE’VE ALREADY COMMITTED TO THIS w00t x erikaaa: ARE YOU FUKIN’ SERIOUS...
Yep.
Why do my good moods always turn to bad ones. :\
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Eh, I’ll probably go jump off a cliff or sumfin’. Watching blades of glory. Will ees my favorite actor.
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Windows 7 was my idea.
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I said I’d never let you go and I never did; I said I’d never let fall and I always meant it.
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I can’t fucking sleep, :(. I can’t… My god, why...
December 10, 2009 5:44
So I feel like shit, but it’s nothing new.
Today sucked, really really really bad.
First was boring, as usual. I was proud if my PoR though I worked hard on it. I had to go to Mr.Williams’ room to do a review instead of go to sculpture :(. Third was stupid, lunch was less than spectacular fifth was also stupid. The highlight of my day was doing well on my Spanish test.
After...
Fuck
Everything.
I can…
It’s just…
Arg.
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December 9 2009 5:50
Mmm, today was alright I suppose.
Second was fun, I came up with a new idea. Hand of God! Cats was fun, especially when we scared Ashley. I’m so mean. English was boring, pride and prejudice is the stupidest book ever. I never miss a chance to see you. Sixth was bowling and this girl hates me apparently. That freshman is fucking stupid and I’ll kill him. Lunch was alright,...
oh my god, you guys are fucking sick. i'd throw...
this made me so sad :(
noregretsplz:
http://www.ishatonu.com/2009/11/17/bridgethrow/
that shit made me cry.
December 8 2009 5:00
Today, sucked so bad.
I hated every single, minute of it.
I lied.
As I was walking to school, Ashley pulled up and drove me to school. It was nice. She plays good music in her car. First sucks, I failed my quiz, because i’m stupid. Plus/ third was boring, ‘cept talking to Anna. She’s cool to talk to. Lunch I liked. Fifth was eh, Mr.Williams tells random stories. ...
and I’m the guy who always seems to put others happiness before his own.
Fucking Terry
Got what’s coming to her,
I’m such a loser,
But it’s a damn good show.
Today was nice, secod was fun, plus was fun, fourth was fun. I hope I made Christy feel better, sixth was fun and so was seventh.
I liked today
Even though Bailey stole my hat…
It’s ok.
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fucking Sue :( Nomnomnom.
I hate watching the glee episode the day after it aired but i always miss it.
Sue Sylvester needs to die. Reblog if you agree.
baileymunson:
kmckain:
(via diagnonsense)
she makes me want to cry and rip my hair out
skype me, i suppose
so i gave in. sue me mmmgino. that’s with a period.